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Message # 265 N: pseudonym E: kmfdmgrrl@juno.com U: M: It pisses me off so much when people do that. Just fucking say what you want. Don't bullshit like that. Me: I... wish you'd been here last night. Her: Well, I wasn't... Me: Ehem... no... I just wish you had been coz I felt like shit and really needed someone. Her: You could have called Martin. For one thing, it's not exactly the easiest thing in the world for me to admit to missing or needing anyone. did you admit to her to missing her? "really needed someone" translates to "you aren't special, because it was someone, and not her specifically, that you asked for. oh, was she supposed to know you better than that? not fair. if you do not ask for what you want, do not be disappointed when you aren't getting it. try telling her sometime, "muriel, i wish you had been here last night. i missed talking with you." not exactly easy? too bad. it is your responsibility to know what you want and ask for it directly. as for the PMS, smoke a bowl... You called at 8:43 pm - Tuesday,May 28, 2002

Message # 264 N: Plume E: U: http://plume.diaryland.com M: Dude, it's way waaay past my bedtime. But I fixed the plume songs. So try again and hopefully it'll work. As for the rest it'll have to wait to tomorozzzzzzzz You called at 7:50 pm - Tuesday,May 28, 2002

Message # 263 N: Plume E: U: http://plume.diaryland.com M: That's a good idea. To revisit the wilderness. I might just do that. It would be sort of romantic to just go back once maybe. But come winter I'm going to want to see it covered in snow and the pond frozen anyway. Maybe I'll take a summer trip too. It doesn't feel like you're useless from here. But I'm just a humble miller. I think I know not much about the shetlands and the orkneys. But solitude sounds good. It sounds like a fresh breath of cold air. It's quite tempting indeed. Just me and the open skies. I would like to be an island. Or maybe a seagull on a cliffside somewhere in oblivion. Although you always see a billion seagulls or whatarethosebirds together with nests right up against each other. That's not very solitary. I could be a lone ranger seagull though. Jonathan gi aldrig up. Hmm. I'm downloading some pearls for me. I will check it and them out. HEy, it's a lovely cold night. It could be worse. You called at 4:33 pm - Tuesday,May 28, 2002

Message # 262 N: rfb E: U: http://rfb.diaryland.com M: Oh, my Monday has definitely sucked as well. My classmates all graduated the other day while I sat at home and added things to my Amazon.com wishlist. So, today has just been awful for no good reason. Plus, it may be about to storm to top it all off. I think I've exhausted all options of things to keep me busy and I still have another 4 or 5 hours before I can acceptably call it a night. Well, I have school work but we both know that doesn't really count, don't we? I've already read the lesson, too, I just have to answer the multiple choice questions. And they even let me use the book so all I really have to do is flip through the pages and find the answer and then fill in the little blank circle. But no, instead I just sit here and describe to you what it is I should be doing. I'll stop rambling now. I couldn't decide the best way to describe a corndog so I got some help from the internet. It is "a frankfurter that is encased in corn bread batter before being baked or fried, usually served on a stick". So there ya go. They're also quite tasty if cooked well. It is Happy but it's also Memorial Day, not Veteran's Day. ;) (I had to check the calendar to make sure they weren't the same thing though. Heh.) Anyhoo, sleep well. I think I'll go...stare at the wall or something. You called at 8:01 pm - Monday,May 27, 2002

Message # 261 N: rfb E: U: http://rfb.diaryland.com M: Sorry to hear about your stalker...Maybe it's just someone who likes to read you but is shy? Visitor trackers are evil. I had someone sign my guestbook about an hour ago but their link goes to a website about monkeys and my stats show me as not having any visitors in the past 12 hours. None at all. So yeah sitemeters can get pretty spooky and annoying. Hopefully the person will confess soon. I'd love to help you on your top secret project. ;) I'm not the best at html but I'll help as much as I can. I don't find your asking rude in the least. It turns out I won't be moving in time to sign up for any classes. I may be able to sit in on one though, just not get any credit for it. Glad you were able to get the extension. Do you think you'll be taking the job in Poland? (Not that you've really had time to think about it, but I thought I would ask while I'm here.) By the way, I'd definitely like to hear your take on psych. stuff AD. You called at 7:12 pm - Monday,May 27, 2002

Message # 260 N: Plume E: P U: http://plume.diaryland.com M: Have you seen Polle Fiction? I think Søren Fauli is directing my life. Nyah. Wow. I didn't think things like that happened in real life. Word processors breaking down like that. Sounds like something out of an american college tv show and luckily it all ends happily ever after I'm very tired. I wonder who this person stalking you is. I've had a stalker. Well, people I was talking to who didn't know about my diary and then found it and then read 5000 pages. Paranoia is funny when you're insane and paranoid. Hey, if that person keeps stalking you then abandon the diary and use my guestbook as a blog, I liked that idea. No sitemeter there so your paranoia can be substantiatedddeIdon'tknow how to spell. Vampires are cool. I want to be one. I'm pale and I hate sunshine and I drink red soda so I'm almost there. ..I was actually slumbering nicely when you wrote that there thing and hey I think I'm going to be inspired by that and go and be slumbering again. They really need to build stores outside of my house so I don't have to go and walk in the sunshine when I buy stuff. Or invent teleporters. It's so basic. Everybody knows about teleporters. Why don't they build them already? I bet the car industry is keeping them secret, they know how to make them but thén they couildn't pollute our cities and get taxes from the poor belgian costumers who are tired goodnight. You called at 5:57 pm - Monday,May 27, 2002

Message # 259 N: Plume the very same E: h U: http://plume.diaryland.com M: Maybe I'm wearing a disguise when I stalk you? Although that'd be silly. Why would I stalk when you don't mind me around. You don't mind me around right? I think cherryxjane was talking about herself actually. But no matter because classifying guestbook signing as bothering would be like classifying something as something it's really not at all. Perfect analogy. That almost sounds like anal orgy doesn't it? Yikes. Tick tock, think about something else. You called at 5:08 pm - Sunday,May 26, 2002

Message # 258 N: Plume E: U: http:/plume.diaryland.com M: Medicate the medication. Give the hangover a hangover a hangover a hangover. You know some of those hits you got from my guestbook might actually be me because I often click my way from there to here to respond. Who knows. Maybe I'm stalking you without even knowing it. I hope your deadlineyness is going well. There's nothing like a bit of pressure. It's like Who Wants to Be A MillionAIrE except the annoying host is your own mind trying to freak you out and that's all well and good but I forget my point again. I think you should do some voluntary computer work once your assignments are done. My guestbook will be lonely without you. Heck, I might even miss it too. But I will take comfort in the fact that some time some day I will have to turn the tv down as to not bother you. And everything will be good. Aaaah, I love prozac. You called at 4:47 pm - Sunday,May 26, 2002

Message # 257 N: Plume E: U: http://plume.diaryland.com M: Hehe. I give up. Canada rooles. Do you remember the fifties when emperor claudius diehied? (that was retorical. rhetorical. rethorical. Don't answer that.) You called at 6:07 pm - Saturday,May 25, 2002

Message # 256 N: attention people of earth E: U: http://plume.diaryland.com M: Me having better things to do than post an entry? Hah! My saturday nights consists of a tv addiction and loving myself in many interesting ways. I am posting now and will fuel the hatred towards canada that we all seem to share. Vintage furniture rocks. New stuff sucks. You called at 5:59 pm - Saturday,May 25, 2002