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Message # 385 N: Charity E: U: http://rfb.diaryland.com M: I don't think I'm off my rockers necessarily. I don't know. Maybe I'm trying too hard lately to find a name for how I feel. Out of frustration. I don't know that there's something truly wrong with me but I think perhaps I've gotten myself into habits I can't break without some help or at least some advice. Some of the "disorders" are probably just that - a bad habit that's become too strong. I'm still interested in hearing your rant should you decide to write it. Of course, I read your diary and am interested in hearing your thoughts on most (if not all) subjects so maybe that goes without saying. You called at 6:39 pm - Friday,July 5, 2002

Message # 384 N: Plume E: U: http://plume.diaryland.com M: I'll gladly sacrifice my potatoes for some rainy weather. Uhm, I mean literal potatoes. Not potatoes as a metaphor. I wonder if you can be a porn star without your metaphorical potatoes? I almost said metaphysical potatoes but I think that's something else. I wonder if dickface would be a good thing to have if you're a pornstar. Guess it depends on your gender too. Ramble. I have actually watched Idle Hands. I remember it to be very absurd yeah. But Jessica Alba is very pretty and that sort of made it all ok. I must stop thinkin about porn now. Stop leading me into temptation. Nyah. Happy friday and weekend to you. Peace. You called at 2:49 pm - Friday,July 5, 2002

Message # 383 N: mary E: skypie@diaryland.com U: http://skypie.diaryland.com M: I hope you feel better soon. Take care of yourself, missy. xox You called at 10:15 am - Friday,July 5, 2002

Message # 382 N: Plume E: U: http://plume.diaryland.com M: Yes, you've been a bad girl. But everyone likes bad girls so it's ok. As long as you don't forget my book. I wouldn't mind being a fly on the wall over there, there are lots of interesting and luscious things. Too bad my wings are broken. Sounds good but no cigar. Maybe one day. With my luck you will have probably left by then. ...hmm. You think that would work? I am always sceptical when someone wants money. But I guess everything costs. Even spiritual peace. Maybe I need more faith in humanity. I think we could have peace if we wanted it. We just don't. You and I do. But as a whole we don't. We want peace as long as we get it our way. I was trying to be deep here but then I forgot that I drown if I go swim in the deep end. I'm going to go lie in the shallow end. You called at 6:01 pm - Thursday,July 4, 2002

Message # 381 N: Plume E: U: http.//plume.diaryland.com M: bbc - latest with the latest. It's summer? Hehe. It's raining. I like it. Send your rain this way. I'm singing and dancing in the rain. Without the singing and dancing part. You called at 6:38 pm - Wednesday,July 3, 2002

Message # 380 N: natashka E: tangy1266@yahoo.com U: http://natashka.diaryland.com M: i am a lot better now, thank you. the mick got it first, and got it from him. i attribute it to stress. we've been eating splendidly, so that is not it. lots of beginnings, endings, challenges...it just wore me down, i guess. be well! You called at 3:18 pm - Wednesday,July 3, 2002

Message # 379 N: Argyle E: U: M: Sure, I would love that, just some url's, I can find the rest from there, thanks!!! You called at 2:26 pm - Wednesday,July 3, 2002

Message # 378 N: Argyle E: U: M: Your prastlo@netscape account returned my e-mail...so here is the rest...I really just want and excuse to travel and stay a kid, which I think you can identify with. Unless it was really interesting, I wouldn't put all my heart into it, would end up failing, become a male prostitue in Holland serving those who dig the "tired student crack whore" aesthetic. How about you, you seem a little less pessimistic about your chances in the world, which I like to see. About the monkey sex...as much as I would love that to happen, she is pretty reticent owing to her last (and first) lover, so it would be a little while. She wants me to get tested anyway, and seeing as I am deathly afraid of needles, and even more so the "swab" it would be a few weeks until I could get into an office, and at least a week before the results are in. I.Hate.Needles....gah. Sounds as though you had some jungle sex though, good on ya, go get more. So, off I go to the photocopier...this education is really coming in handy, I figured out how to collate and stape and hole punch all at once! I am a golden god!!!! Shoot.Me. A-S You called at 2:24 pm - Wednesday,July 3, 2002

Message # 377 N: Argyle E: argyle-socks@diaryland.com U: M: Ok, Birmingham is out, their Cultural Studies program was just..."transfered," which is really a shame, some of the best political economic and cultural theory came out of the Birmingham school. I looked at Hull (or as my friends over in Quebec say, "ull") and Stockholm, and Leeds...although Leeds is a little on the large side. There are some schools in the States as well, but critical theory is hard to find, with the push being towards administrative and commercial communication research...which is not my bag. I don't know really, what about your school, is their a cultural studies/communication program? I am also thinking of a Linguistics masters somewhere as well, focusing on Anthropological Liguistics...but that is still in the "I'll look into it" stage. I'll send the rest in an e-mail...right...now! You called at 1:30 pm - Wednesday,July 3, 2002

Message # 376 N: Argyle E: U: M: I know that, last summer this exact same situation cropped up, and I am dating the exact same kind of person...one who doesn't believe in anything casual, all or nothing...and to spare feelings, nothing is where I am leaning. I once knew a Scandanavian exchange student named Morten, always called him Martin, cause I'm French like that. You called at 11:22 am - Wednesday,July 3, 2002